Whispers of the Forgotton
"My dreams are for the future, but I died yesterday"
Don't judge what you can't comprehend...
i hope you are ok.
Hey haven't wrote for a while so I decided to write today. Nothing really has happened except me just worrying my ass off. I don't know if I will have the money for The Morning Star. I checked Jubilee out and it's only GED which I cannot believe!!! That sucks that looked like the best....
Everything's alright besides waking up as Manica everyday, but u know, there's not much I can do about that so.....
Carlos is working with my dad. I'm just here listening to the radio. Nothing's really changed. I want to lose weight but how can that happen, especially if I repeat what I did today...could the Hershey bar I ate be any bigger??? *sarcasm* I hadn't eaten anything all day anyway. I'm just a little itty bit bummed. I don't like the way my clothes fit exactly. I don't think new clothes would make it better either.
It doesn't matter anyway. If I don't care what someone else thinks about my body then what does it matter? Yeah, it does matter. 
Guess what? I'm abstinate, are you? hah...no....i'm not kidding. A sex commerial is on the radio right now...kaka....go away....I don't like sex anymore. I just don't. God I feel like PMS. I just could KICK guys right in there fucking balls right now!!!!! (and everyday)
At the same time, I'm glad. I'm glad I feel that way. That means I'm not a whore